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8.14.2009 joan
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sigh its lonely.
they're all gone off to serangoon to bowl and hang out and laugh at the noobs. and here i am, stuck pathetically on a friday night, eating leftover dinner potato while doing the friendship band and periodically sounding the horn. what a no lifer. next week is the week of ultimate hell and late nights. theres chinese presentation on wed, geog chinese on thu, english orals/ss speech on friday. i'm SO dead. my chinese presentation is non-existent except for 4 slides, my geog is dead; i got 2 for my FA. chinese is like die already, and my ss speech is stagnant. the only good thing is the full marks for my awesome executive summary, but what the heck lah. chloe had better do the hourly updates. joan
- traveled on - 21:18
wth i am quite pissed.
NOW I CANT GO FOR BOWLING D: D: sheet lahs. although i can't blame anyone; my parents are all sick. unless someone can fetch me back home after, going there is totally out of the question. siiigh. so disappointing! i've been looking forward to night bowling for the whole week. joan
- traveled on - 16:04
8.13.2009 eeeh blogger= screwed big time.
sigh. now when i get high, i feel so superficial and fake, and so shortlived. like somehow i just can't make myself really high and hyper and whee anymore. maybe its remembering that hurts, or the whole load of school stuff thats weighing me down? like please, even my seatmate noticed. and thats saying something. and some people, i feel, are just So Selfish, they don't wait, yet they expect you to wait for them? so hypocritical and awful and yucks; they don't really care about you at all. i get pissed at them for the moment, but they're my friends and its just so guh, i can never be pissed for very long at anyone. sigh. the biggest and longest quarrel i ever had was with *ahemahem* and it only lasted one day plus O.o though it was so big and drama sigh. crying at the shopping centre is bad form lol. on a lighter note, i'm at the GGT and doing well! my map is patched already i think(: which means i could go to the dojo, but the costs are much higher and i need to get brie, which i have no gold for sighh. so im at the GGT, accumulating gnarled pots and gold(: unless i can get another loan. joan
- traveled on - 17:37
8.12.2009 eye candy, my foot.
gurrgh. blogger is annoying crap. i think some people are Really. Annoying. like, really. sigh i miss my seniors So Bad D: EPIXEL! <3 joan
- traveled on - 17:32
8.11.2009 would you believe how quickly i moodswing?
now i feel pissed, and i don't know what the heck i am pissed at. annoyed at myself, and life, and everything else. sigh i actually do my devos EVERYDAY, but the problem is, they keep repeating themselves. screwed online rubbish. ODJ would be better but i don't like the messages. Wait ’till You See Me When I’m Done Philippians 1:6 He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. God Finishes the Job God chose you, called you, declared you not guilty, and is now glorifying you. Sometimes we think that God can’t possibly make us to be like Jesus. But, He can because he is God. He can and he will—It’s a promise. It’s very interesting to watch a master potter work, especially if you can track the whole process of making a single bowl. First, he prepares the clay, which involves wetting it, beating it, cutting it, and kneading it over and over again. It often takes a total of several hours over two or three days to make the clay just right. When the clay is ready the potter places it on a wheel that spins it while he presses on it to make the shape emerge. He pushes and pulls and cuts and carves until the shape he has in mind emerges. Then, he sets it on a shelf for a few days to dry before firing it. The firing process is usually done in two stages. The first stage hardens the clay so it isn’t so fragile while the artist applies the glaze. After the first firing, the potter applies glaze to the bowl. The glaze is very thin clay with chemicals that will change into beautiful colors as they melt. At this point, the piece still looks like some carefully shaped and hardened dirt. The final firing heats the bowl to over 2000 degrees Fahrenheit. This makes the bowl very hard and durable. It also reveals the colors and designs the potter applied to the surface. Only after the clay has been beaten, shaped, stretched, and fired can we see the beauty that was in the mind of the potter from the very beginning. Remember that God is the master potter of your life. He planned, prepared, and organized every part of who you are and what you will experience so that he can reveal the beauty he has in mind. He will keep on working, forgiving, and training you throughout your whole life. He will keep the heat on when it’s needed. But, he’ll also give you times of rest and peace. The most important facts in all of life are these: God loves you and there is nothing that can keep him from making you perfect and complete. When you stand before him in heaven one day, all the beauty he built into your character will be clearly seen. Don’t be surprised when you realize that you look very much like Jesus, the glorious Son of God. Today’s Prayer: Lord God, I praise you that you do have a plan to make me perfect and complete, just like Jesus. I also praise you for being so loving and powerful because that makes me confident that you will complete the job you’re doing on me. Please help me. Written by Martha E Menne, Flagstaff AZ i like this one, but then its not the first time i've seen it? like they keep freaking repeating themselves which is so annoying. everytime i see what she writes, and i just get reminded of what i couldn't get. WHY. if you can't do it, why don't you just remember me and how my chances were screwed Just Like That. on a lighter note, jodi's coming home. she's not puking out her guts anymore, thankGod(: which means i'll get the phone charger back too xD joan
- traveled on - 21:49
whee exams today!
they were surprisingly easy (: for bio there weren't any ATP NADPH NADH NADP+ ADP funny things(: and the math was like WHOO except for that one question i can't believe i got stuck on. ifeelstupidifeelstupidifeelstupid. then batch outing! went to ion, ate bk xD made a heck lot of noise. it was mary's birthday so we got her the hersheys pie thinggy. which i paid for so my entire batch owes me? hahaa. we were so sure that we were going to be late for guitar and rachel was so scared she'll get into trouble first day of being chair xD joan
- traveled on - 21:31
8.10.2009 THANK YOU for being there, when times were hard and life sucked.
THANK YOU for the encouragement, for listening to me rant. THANK YOU YOU. blahhhh. i need to do something leisurely or i will combust from 3 continuous hours of coordinate geometry. i'll have you know i have been mugging like an idiot since 5 am this morning. so, mousehunt and rc, here i come! joan
- traveled on - 20:18
gurrrgh.
ICANTPOSTPICS. yesterday was national day dinner thingthing. ahyi made us all wear RED and white. O: wore my yacamp08 shirt yay(: it was pretty fun, got to talk to eugene who's [i just realised] my cousin! he's getting married on sat haha and teaching eng/lit(: propro. and he was VERY indignant about me dropping lit LOL. BLAH. MATHENGBIO tomorrow! and then plus chinese presentation coming up sooooon D: i think die already. joan
- traveled on - 14:29
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